January 8, 2012

UNCERTAINTY...


Since starting school again after Christmas, I have been seriously depressed about not having concrete plans yet for next year. I know they will come in time, and it is a little bit of my own doing, but it is so scary!

I don't know where in the country I am going to end up, or doing what, or if I'll be even fortunate enough to find a job. The music industry is tough, but I know that if I m determined enough I can do it.

Right now is supposed to be one of the most exciting times of our lives, but I just can't help but have a feeling of utter dread. How am I going to know what to do once I get out there on my own? Possibly thousands of miles away from my family and Dave? How will I be okay?

These are my feelings these past few weeks. I have been really uninspired to post, as my current job situation is looming over my head. I am going to try to keep going though, in hopes that this will help me keep my mind in a good place.

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